Existential Ruminations:

I think I've been very depressed lately, especially since my trip to the East Coast. I keep questioning where I am in life, career choices, life choices, and where I am phyically in life. Probably due to traveling around so much lately, I keep forgetting where I am. While in DC I kept referring to the East Bay when I meant Maryland or Virginia. I keep referring to the Metro instead of the Muni while here in SF. And then I keep wondering about choosing different life and career paths. Daydreams about another path taken, living in another town, wondering about who my friends are and which ones are nearby. So many existential ruminations of late. No wonder I'm depressed and confused.