Something's been missing lately. Something's been wrong. As happy as I am with my new job, I have been feeling messed up inside. I've been searching and longing for something. I've been trying to find it online or through others and continually felt down and rejected. Then, suddenly, last night I woke up and realized I didn't need to search anymore. Today I had a great day just living. Living without longing and desire. Just living and enjoying my life, my thoughts, and my self. Finally. I don't know if this is the end of my longing and desire, probably not. But at least it was a day of life fulfilled, of just being a good day. What a difference a day makes.