Saw the really excellent movie Tape tonight. Definitely a movie that should be seen. Really hurt me to sit through it and watch. I know that's what it wanted; the audience, along with the actors, to be uncomfortable. But it also brought up this deep pain I have in my stomach. It took me a while to realize what that was, but I know now. It's about being hurt and disappointed by your close friends, not seeing the betrayal coming, and not believing it. It's such a disgusting, rotten feeling. What's most sad about it all is that I've become completely shell-shocked to it now in which I am fully guarded for it, expect it, and am not surprised at all when it happens. Guess I've been burnt too many times.