my head still hurts, but that's not the reason for this post....

so i went to my fancy dinner tonight. fancy, as in i needed to dress up, in a suit. so i got out my nicest one and started to put together a usual shirt to go with, and then i thought, this is so boring and done, i feel like something different. but do i be daring? do i try something else rather than my tried-and-true blue-goes-with-blue attire? well, that's always a risk because i never trust my taste and i always end up looking bad. if i were to be at the oscars i would most definitely have to have others dress me because i know i would end up on one of those worst-dressed pages if i went with what i thought would work. but again, i digress

anyway, so, there i was, in my closet, thinking, and i decided to go with a green shirt with my blue pin-striped shirt. now, i know, green and blue together? no way. but then suddenly i didn't care and with a nice blue tie it seemed to scream yes!, but frankly it could have been screaming no! and i wasn't sure which scream was real. and to top it off, my fancy dinner was going to be with a whole bunch of gay men-- so you know that if i got it wrong i would never be looked at again in this town. but i decided to be bold and wear what i felt like and just be hopefully fashionable.

end of story: many, many people at the event stopped me and said what a great outfit i had worn and that i looked fabulous! well, once in my life i wore something that worked. and maybe, just maybe, i have a little 'queer eye' in me afterall.