update on my last post
when i said 'parties,' in my mind i was thinking of more like parties for a cause, like fundraisers, where i could afford to go and support a good cause or something, and that's something i would probably do, even though they usually bore me, but the idea of supporting causes makes me happy
and on that note, i know i would definitely spend more time volunteering at youth centers, for political and social causes, and maybe, just maybe i might find some type of art outlet (whatever that might be)