i HATE flying

i'm only hating it more and more as i get older. it makes me so anxious and nervous.

i have to get on a flight later this afternoon and all i can think about all day is just being nervous about the flight and wishing it was over.

thankfully i have my xanax to calm my nerves... if only i could take one now and sleep through this whole day. but once i finally get on the plane i'll fall asleep and eventually wake up in kansas city late tonight and forget that any of this happened.

until i have to fly again on monday to return...