new newsletter is out

i'm never late with the newsletter. it always is ready by the 1st of each month. but this month i had problems. pride took a lot of my time away and i just didn't have the time prior to the 1st to devote to it as i usually do. then i did a first draft (similar to my struggles with my column below) and hated it. finally, on saturday, i got it to be what i wanted and now it's done. i'm not a perfectionist; i'll let things go and not worry about them. but when it's just lame and not up to my own par then i've gotta fix it.