strange things are happening lately. i feel more alive than i have in years. i'm excited about getting up in the morning; i'm excited about things to do in the daytime; and i don't want to go to bed at night because i'm excited about things i could still get done. i think it's partially because i've been back to steadily working out again, simple cardio everyday at lunch, and some racquetball once or twice a week, but it's really improved my daily outlook. also the weather's been pretty sweet lately and it's still daylight savings (please don't end) and so it's bright out late. but still, i seem excited about living right now. i'm not sure what's come over me, but i like it. much better than horrible depression worlds... so yay for inner lightness in being