Dear Friends,

I'm sorry for scaring and worring so many of you. I am okay... well, mostly. But, and let me state this very clearly, I am not suicidal and I will get through this.

I thank so many of you for writing, and calling, and being close to me. (I will respond to each of you soon) It really does make a difference to know that you care.

I have been traveling alone for the last week and been doing a lot of thinking. A lot of thinking, and feeling, and sorting. I don't know the answers. I don't even know the questions. I just know that I am not happy. I have a deep sense of sadness inside and I do not know what it is exactly about.

It felt very cathartic for me in writing what I wrote last night. It was not an easy thing to write, but it was necessary for my own state of mind. I needed to write down what I was feeling.

Again, I am sorry if I scared any of you. I will be back home tomorrow night and will pull myself and everything back together. I will talk with you again shortly.